Unknown feelings,

I'm in a dilemma. Really. Why is there seperations in life?
I dnt understand. If only God can give me the key to stop all seperation in life.
Relating to between Best friends and Boyfriends.
How nice would it be? I would definitely do anything for it.
Really. Hais. I pray everything for things to stay the same.
Will my prayers ever be answered?
No one really knows..
Only you, God.