Answer to my question,

Why do I always apologise like shit after I'd done stupid things?
Why can't I just not do stupid things so I needn't apologise and nothing bad will happen?
What kind of shit am I.

Going out with my family later. O_O
(initiated by my father.) ps: Long time since he did that.

Boyf'd got a job at sakae sushi. (Indeed those age 16 finds a job very quickly.)
Love you, and give your boss good impression. Haha.

Best, cheerup! Don't hate yourself.. I love you. <3