Well, I feel so useless. I couldn't cheer my best friend up. I just couldn't. The more I want to help sometimes, the more I don't know what to do. :( I wished I could take all the pain away from her. To help her relieve all her burdens. To make her a happy girl. I'm willing to do anything. Anything, just for her to be happy. I wished I were the one who needs to bear this kinda pain. :(

& Boyf. I'm so sorry, I'm lousy girlf. :(

What am I exactly. :(