I hate me,

I hate myself. I just felt that I'd changed. To become more bad-tempered. I tried to control my feelings sometimes here and there. I really tried. But I just kept showing a fcuking black face. :( I didn't mean to. I did it to everyone. WHY? I hate me.

I'm very very sorry.

Had a great day out with Best, Ky, Tracy, Faye, Zen and some parts (boyf). I really enjoyed. But I seriously want to apologise for my part in ruining your day. I'm really really sorry. :(

:( :( :( Hate me.
Why don't you tell me of your troubles anymore? :(