oh, everything seems so wrong.
did i do anything? wht happened today wasn't expected.
confused feelings roamed my mind.
thoughts came to me, i knew i wasn't perfect.
no, not at all. concern are like so what.
ur companies were all criticizing me behind my back.
and none of the words which comes out of ur mouth is true.
none, as expected. none, at all.
i knw, bt i did show concern. i was worried.
bt others think the opposite. so wht?
i choose it, and i have to face it.
if i'm really not concern, i would not even give a damn.
making me worried and angered, is indeed ur speciality.
as i'm posting, it's raining. wht does it means?
my 2009 sucks. iloveyou. bt, everything seems wrong.
all comments from ur companies were just influencing.
no matter how hard i tried, nothing goes smoothly. i knw.
i'm tired, i really am.

pain with the thousand teeths.

omg. today is so omg. firstly had pe, hah, jiamin was my partner for the games. we had to slap each other hands. after tht, ran for a run. thn bck to school, so tiring. :x after tht was maths. thought i was late becos i heard the bell ring. bt instead when i reached the class, not half the class was thr. jasper was made to change place with rachel. hee. after tht, thr's this idiot, called henny, she's damn irritating can? we keep stare stare stare, thn whn she wnt to hand up her book, she throw it to me. asshole. ._. after tht, wnt to look for jiamin and we changed.

recess, ate. mr ho come ask me if i did the compo myself or copy from a reference. omg, i dnt even have a reference at home lah. he was like so doubtful can. ._. wnt for project work. this one another ass period. wnt toilet and was late for a few minutes. duchao keep disrupting the class, thn this henny girl, she say, " walao, mr low, dnt care them lah" thn she turn around and stare at me. fcuk her. i look bck at her for quite a period of time thn she look away. kns, you think you taller thn me i scare you ah, fcuk off lah. idiot, for nothing throw book at people still wnt stare. make sure you dnt do tht again, or you'll see how i dig ur eyes out. ass.

after tht, had english. mr ho was angered. hah. thn wnt for chinese. had tingxie. and compre i think, boring. ._. wnt for pct and wnt home with jiamin, yuting, caiyan, tracy and kaiying. bt jiamin, caiyan and tracy didn't go interchange. (: wnt home, eat and bathe. and on the computer. duchao told me he, weili, andre alr finished. i was like wth? thy send the data one by one in order of who did it. fcuk! thy never even send to me to combine it together, thn send to mr low alr. fcuk okay, team work the marks shld get veh low one. kns. HATE IT!

hello (: bck from school. omg, today seems like sabo day. lol, i was sabotaged into two parts, :x firstly, reached school, sat beside jiamin and yuting. hah, house meeting was up next. was sabotaged to be sec 2 level rep. ._. omgggg, tht's the worst of the worst task tht i would have ever thought of doing becos, i dnt knw other eagles from sec 2 well right. omg ._. suck sucks suckys! :x and right after this, wnt to cep. and was sabotaged again to be the ms care. omg, am i even caring. ._. so suay. :x

anyways, had lunch. wnt to the bookshop with jiamin :D wnt to eat. after tht, wnt up for literature, late by a few minutes bah. and no mre sits. ._. after tht, sat beside tian xiao. oh how boring is she. like sitting with no body like tht lor. somemre wnt me to be in the same project work group with her leh. oh god. i wonder wht type of work will we produce. no offence. (: after tht was science. wnt for science practical. hah, dnt knw is my eyes blind ah or cock eye lah, keep seeing the wrong diagram and telling yuting and loibin the wrong thing. ._. sorry ah :x after tht had lunch. hah, jiamin drank the strawberry HL milk (omg) and i drank the choco one :D took picture befre drinking. finished, and wnt for art. hah, boyf thn asked for art paper again ._. he asked for 4 alr. lolol. anyways, did painting, and ended up messy.

after tht, ended school alr. thn boyf dnt go class, keep come find me. hah, yuting laogong go kick his bird (ouch) :x hee, thn walked with jiamin, yuting, kaiying, harpreet, weili, andre, weimin and duchao. jiamin and yuting wnt to eat, kaiying wnt to the polyclinic for i dnt knw why. hee, weimin and duchao suddenly disappear, left andre, weili, harpreet and me. we wnt to the interchange, and i wnt home. bathed, ate and hre i'm posting (; and oh bloody hell hell, thr's cca tmr. fcuk it!!!! anyways, hoping for chinese new year to faster come, wee hee. wnt to faster wear new clothes! (:

170109
HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY WITH JIAMIN LAOGONG. ♥
thankyous for always being thr for me whether i'm up or dwn. (:
you're a really great friend! great advices and consoles always,
comes from you to me. iloveyou alot alot alot alot :D

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY WITH RENA LESBO. ♥
thankyous for always keeping ur smile on ur face,
whether you are happy or sad. loves.

190109

weehee (: hre to post. today, yuting didn't come to school becos she was sick again. rest well alrights. iloveyou! (: thr's a new girl in our class. welcome. (: today, had english. sat beside margaret and jiamin (: the marking of compo just drived me crazy lol, i dnt knw how to mark lah. hmm, after tht was maths. brought her to mrchen's maths class with rachel. had poptest for maths. erm, after tht wnt to mrchen thr to look for jiamin (: wnt to the canteen for recess. lol, yesterday i lost $20 can?! WTF... D:

anyways, ate thn wnt for digital art. okay, it sucks. cos i just deleted everything i dne. pro right. ._. after tht, wnt for science. did experiment again. hah, thn wnt for recess. after tht, we wnt for mothertongue. hah, so scare late, so wnt early. after tht, jiamin thy all wait for me thn wnt for literature. thankyous (: sat beside jiamin (: hee, fun. after tht, actually wnted to go to bugis to buy belt with jiamin. bt thn kindof rush and no $$ :x

so wnt home with kaiying. thr's this retarded guy at the interchange right, he damn stupid lah. cos i was sitting dwn with kaiying, thn he suddenly tok to me say wht he got radio. lol, thn give me tht stupid face. thn i ignore him, he go push my hand ask me see him, wah, scare me sia. LOLOL. anyways, reached home, bathed and ate. and slept :x had fun with jiamin today, tok alot (:

oh god, i'm so lazy to reply tags, sorry yeahs? will reply soon :D

wednesday, 140109
omg, today, hah, till now i still remembered wht happened today. just a few main points.
cca! suck! like! fcuk! omg, this stupid, idiotic, asshole, i dntknw wht type of stupid shit, chong chin fung, who i think is still studying in this school, think he senior veh big ah? pls lah, i curse curse curse you to get knock by a car, get strike by a lightning and every bad thing tht i can think of lah okay.

uess wht this idiot had dne? he made us run up and down, thn pushups and situps without resting can? FCUKER! and thn one quarter of the squad, including sec 3s just like knock out, and cnnt take it lah. it's like include vomiting, face getting pale, stomach aches, burns on the hands (becos of the hot ground), headaches, fainting!!!! stop acting so gay lah, and you think you big ah? FCUK OFF!?

HAPPY HALF MONTH ANNIVERSARY WITH LIMTENGHONG. (:
thankyous for always giving in to me whn i was the one who made you upset.
hah, anyways, pls, you're alr in sec 4 this year, you better start studying.
unless you really dnt wnt to pass ur olevels? stop playing alrights?!
anyways, thankyous for all you have done and ily. ♥

HAPPY 1 YEAR WITH TENGYUTING LAOGONG. (:
laogong!!! known you since young. thankyous for always being thr for me.
whether it's ups or dwns you'll always share and find jokes to make us laugh.
thankyous for all you have done, and ily. ♥

friday, 160109
hello. (: today's lesson wasn't long. firstly, had geography. hah, jiamin, yuting, zenna and me sat together again. hah, mr low was rushing through as usual. ._. i dnt knw he so fast for wht lah. bt, managed to catch up in the end. after tht was maths. o.o, was one of the few later ones again :x hah, after tht, study study study. i kindof understand, so was quite happy. lolol.

had recess after tht. ate, and wnt to the physics lab for science practical. hah, OMG, i tripped and falled thanks to loibin's bag. arg. hah, bt nevermind. palms and knees are kindof pain till now lah. got a little bit of abrasion only, like red red like tht, hah. after tht had english. o.o we've to write a compo. have to go to check the dictionary for scary descriptive words later :x after tht was pct, simply like donations and stuff, school ended, need to go and see the sjab stupid thing which made me so damn bloody pissed off.

becos my mother haven't wash my uniform and i've to wear it like tmr? wth. kindof like quarreled with tenghong lah. becos he pissed me off further. anyways, wnt home so pissed off, bt am cooled dwn now. bathed, ate, and now blogging. still wondering if i shld like not private my blog anymre? o.o (;

hello (: bck from school. uh, forgotten to bring the english journal. hee, first, had assembly. listen to mr satwant talk talk talk. hah, thn had cep. after tht, ate. alot of people the stomach pain, including yuting, jiamin and me :x lol, after tht, had lit. oh one boring lesson. ._. anyways, after tht had 1 period of science and 1 period of cep. after tht was lunch. lol, so fast lor. and it was like so early to have lunch.

after tht was art. okay, my art sucks like i dntknw wht kind of shit, cos i really dnt feel like drawing at tht time, hah, i think tht one sure fail one. hah, dnt care. after tht, wnt home with yuting and kaiying (; hee, i left first becos my bus came first. reached home, eat and bathe (: bye (:

i love you (:

(: hre to post. this post will be kinda short, becos i need to do my homewrk now. anyways, school was as usual. befre i forget, monday and tuesday timetable is swooped. uh, this is just to remind myself :D assembled at the hall. ahah, boyf overslept. ._. had lessons, and finally school ended. well, wnt hme with boyf, ate, bathed and now posting. changed blogskin. (: i'm wondering if i shld not private my blog, uh, hah, forget it. ._. going to do my assessment and homewrk now. bye.

iloveyou.

hello thr. hre to post (: today, school ended quite early compared to yesterday and last few days. hah, had pe for the first lesson. hah, basically did some running, chasing and things like tht. perspire alot lah, :x after tht, wnt for maths. hah, mr chen did map work with us. and erm, explained the maths to loibin. bt i think i made it mre complicated for him, cos he doesn't seem to understand wht i'm trying to say. :x after tht was recess. mr chen helped jiamin in some of the maths questions and we waited for her befre going to the toilet to change into proper uniform again. wnt for lunch.

after tht, wnt for project work. zzz, andre, weili and duchao keep dnt wnt to in about a group name. in the end, we just called ourselves DWACK? lol, knw wht it means? Duchao, Weili, Andre, Cassandra, Kaiying. ._. lololol. anyways, after tht, wnt for english, did simple and complex sentences, conjunctions and summary. hah, had homework for this subject. o.o, wnt for chinese. was given a piece of newspaper to read. i guess, i need to read it. cos thr's seriously lots of words i dnt knw in higher chinese. :x after tht was pct. was late lah, hah, bt mr chen never say anything. erm, did nothing mch. bt mr chen made us stay bck for a while, becos the class made lots of noise during the project work period. anyways, did homework during tht time. pei-ed jiamin to the bookshop befre going home with kaiying. saw harpreet at the busstop, hah, after tht 139 came, boarded and harpreet left.

chatted on the way, and wnt dwn to wait for 57 while kaiying waited for 272. hee, guess wht? our bus came at the same time, lolololol. reached home, ate and bathed. yuting's absent today, aw sad, get well soon and iloveyou. not forgeting the clique and boyf (: i guess this is it? bye :D

oh hi (: wnt to school today. uh, was quite late, i mean, later thn the usual time i wnt to school. rachel pei-ed me to the general office to check whether the attendance book is thr. the book was not thr, lol, and mr chen asked me to go and check everyday. ._. being a chairman is so ma fan ._. walked with boyf to the hall, cos saw him thr. hah, this guy, forever emo-ing. ._. anyways, wnt for cep. OMG, project work the grouping is kns. cliques like all seperated. zz. after tht, was assembly. sat thr for 1 hour, listening to mrs chin talk ._.

ate, and wnt for lit. boring ._. thn wnt for science. is tan yee hiang wnt to talk abt the iwp, so we must go to her homeroom. omg, can fall asleep can? after tht is lunch, thn art. jiamin's and yuting's picture tht thy are supposed to draw is omfg difficult. anyways, wnt home with kaiying and rena.

when will i be able to see ur true laughter.

hre to post (: today, wnt to school :D hah, wnt to assemble in the hall, hah, saw boyf. well, first lesson was, erm, english, hah! we all couldn' find the homeroom. thn whn about to call mr chen, saw him at the staircase :x hah, mr sebastian ho was our english teacher. he was good yeahs? hmm, after tht was mathematics. mr chen will be teaching us for this week, becos ms woo have sec 1 orientation, so the mathematics class cnnt be slipt first. after tht, was breakfast. hah, i forgotten to bring money!!! hah, thanks to jiamin and zenna for lending me $$ (:

(i forgotten this part alr, sorry, :x)

anyways, wnt home with zenna. cos boyf got class D: reached home, ate and bathe. did my homework and wnt to my grandma's hse. after tht, ate, and came home. did the science theory and now posting (:

loves and bye :D

--
happy anniversary with tania lover. <3
tania lover, had lots of great time with you in mathematics classes.
hpe we will have mre chances like tht to go high together (:
anyways, i love you alot. :D

hellos people (: currently using my mother's computer do post (: hah, today, wnt to queenstown community center to collect the edusave scholarship and the cheque. anyways, woke up today, wnt to radin mas. omg, realised thr isn't ballet. arg, nobody even bothered to tell me. nevermind. so pissed! after tht, smsed boyf, hah, bt he just wake up. :x pig.

wnt home, talked to boyf on the phone, thn wnt to bathe and get ready to go the CC. reached thr, thn saw rachel cutiepie (: wnt to register the seat number. my was ALSEA0083. and rachel's was ALSEA0105. hah, bt she was sitting behind me, so chatted, played with the phone and smsed boyf. hah, got a cheque of $500!!! omg, so mch. (: boyf's jealous, LOLLLL.

wnt to the nearby hawker centre to eat lunch. and thn wnt to the furniture stall to search for furnitures (: wee, my mummy say she's going to have our room renovated in 3 months time. iloveher! (: so choosed the furniture i loved. and all the furnitures were very nice. (: after tht, walked all the way home leh? tired and sweating. omg. after tht, reached home at about 5, wnt to bathe again. and my mummy drew the partitions and stuff. love it!!!

zenna asked me to join her tuition, bt mummy say cnnt, she rather choose a private tutor. aw. hais. nevermind, after tht, night le, wnt to tiong bahru to eat dinner. hah, saw the sjab senior, ._. he give me one stupid face. and saw one of bm's school mate. whitey thn smsed me and say he saw me. lol, i didn't see him lah. saw quite alot of people lah :x hee, anyway, now i am home, posting (:

school reopens, tada! :x

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this will be the second time i'm typing this post. pissed off!!!! type finish, thy say cnnt. wth.
anyway, main points for today :
one good news and one bad news.
good news: cliques are all in the same class ♥
bad news: i'm the class chairman. D:
omg, i seriously dntknw how to do anything.
hah, nevermind. jiamin was the treasurer (:
and weili was the vice chairman ._.
anyways, thnks to jiamin and caiyan for accompaning me to wait for boyf.
loves.

(:

my cousin sent me this, and i think it's really true (:

July Babies
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be l oved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.