New year's eve,

Well well, today's the new year's eve as well as my aunty's birthday. Happy birthday there! ^^ However, today is just another typical day. Which meant that it will be horribly, devastatingly, crushingly boring and there was absolutely nothing to do. But, it's okay. I should be contented with life. Haha.

I'm thinking of fun Taiwan like every single day. Diao diao diao. Lol.

(Edited.)
Another step deep down to pain and sorrow. Why did it happened again?
On a lighter note, times flies. It's once again, the end of another year. I read other's blogs and many said their lives were full of ups and downs. But to describe my very own life, I would had said it'd been up at the beginning and down to the very end at the end. Except for the times when i went to Taiwan. So, I still want to say, I lub Boyf, Best, Clique very very much.

Oh ya oh ya, before I go out to celebrate my aunty's birthday. Zenna ~ If you ever see this, tag me and reply me kay. ^ ^ When are you going to register for the maths? Haha. Miss ya.

Doubtful,

Tsk tsk, mission accomplished. I managed to finish off two frigging chinese book. But I still haven't started on the second book review. Story books rocks, book reviews sucks. -.- Haha, tomorrow's my aunty birthday. My cousin, Jelynn and I planned to give her a surprise! And it's new year's eve tomorrow! Haha, talking about new year, cannot wait for the chinese new year. New clothes, holidays, most importantly, ANG BAOS! ^^

I miss Boyf & Best. D:

(Edited.)
I felt a sudden shake of emptiness after I saw that.

Dolorous,

I'm happy I went out with Boyf. ^^ Just walked walked but great time. Love him very much. Watching the 9o'clock show now. Hahaaa. Dolorous melody, I love these two words.

I'm getting sadder as the days goes by. Why?

Trip to Taiwan,

I'm gonna type down what happen during my 7 days to Taiwan now. ^ ^ (I'll try to upload some photos soon kay?)

Day 1. (17 dec 2009)
Flew on an airplane to Taiwan. Was missing Boyf like fcuk during that time! The flight was around noon and we reached Taiwan at 5pm. The sky was practically dark. Imagine the darkness at 5pm! Wow, if we were in Singapore, after my cca, I'd been walking home in darkness! So, we didn't do much on the first day because we arrived quite late. We were warmly welcomed by our tour guide, and we went up the tour bus, proceeding to a restaurant for our dinner. The dinner sucked, really. Except for a fruit which none of us knows what it was. It was green, sour and sweet. After our dinner, around 6.30pm, we went back to our hotel to rest. It just felt like 10pm because of my tiredness and the darkness! Thus, nothing much on the first day. But we were freezing to death because all we brought was thin clothing and jackets. The temperature was 12. ^^ Shiok ah! Haha. We stayed at Yaward hotel for the first day. Still not quite bad. Facilities, okay. But my parents, aunty, uncle and brother were one level lower then us. Haha. I share room with my cousin.

Day 2. (18 dec 2009)
Morning call at 6.30pm. However, I woke up at 2am, 3am and 4am respectively. Perhaps because I wasn't used to the place there yet. Haha, my cousin set her alarm clock at 545am. It was so noisy that obviously I woke up from it. Get ready everything and proceeded down for breakfast. After that, we went back to get our luggage to the tour bus. We went to take a ride on the bullet train and mrt to Chiang Kai Shek museum. The temperature was frigging cold. 9 degrees. :x The place was done up with a lot of flowers. They constructed a person (for I don't know what reason) but they haven't completed the head. Haha, the person is huge! I guess it's for display purposes. We walked a long way and up a huge flight of stairs before reaching a place where a huge statue is sitting on a chair. I guess he's some kind of big thing. Everyone is like taking pictures of him and there's two living guards standing beside the statue, not moving. Haha. The statue is one of a big deal right? ^^ Next, we proceeded to somewhere something like a night market but it doesn't sell clothes, just food. We bought some "muah chee" back for our relatives too. I forgotten if we had beef or pork noodles. But I love the noodles not the pork. Haha, after that, because we had limited time, my cousin and I rushed off to look at the things first. We each bought ourselves a bangle and the shopkeeper was kind to give us a lovely key chain since we bought two of the items. ^^ We were walking back to 7 eleven (our place we were supposed to gather and wait for the tour bus) when we saw my place which sells water bottle. It's shaped like a real baby bottle and it was really cute. We bought it! ^^ So, after that, we went back up on the tour bus and had a long trip before arriving at a place where we watched a cultural dance. Haha, it was nice though. ^^ We proceeded back to our hotel and had dinner downstairs the hotel's restaurant. There's also free internet cafe and I went online. Happy that I was able to talk to Best, but very sad because I couldn't talk to Boyf and also because I found out that things are not great for Best. Haha, a great day though it's mostly sight-seeing. ^^

Day 3. (19 dec 2009)
Same routine, woke up quite early again. We took a long bus ride and pause at approximately 7.35am to have a toilet break before proceeding to a place with a beautiful waterfall. It was said that the water there is the best natural mineral water. Because we had limited time, we ran up to a temple above the mountain. I was totally exhausted when I reached up, but was happy because I'd gotten a closer look at the waterfall. Haha, according to our tour guide, the tunnels and ways up to the temple were built by the olden people. They practically used bombs to explode the whole place. Those who planted the bomb of course had to sacrifice because they had to tick it off before the bomb can be exploded. So, lots of people died just for the roads. You can really see that it was man-made because of the uneven walls. Haha. After that, we went to a place which resembles very much of a chalet or a resort to have lunch. Quite nice la, but not as yummy as ones in Singapore. We went to a shopping center to walk around too and took some pictures with the statues. I think I bought my school shoes from there too. ^^ After that, we went to a place called love river to get a ride on the boat. However, when we went down of the bus, the weather was frigging cold till everyone cannot stand it. Adding oil to the fire, we had to queue in the cold for 1 hour plus before we can get a ride. Most of them disagreed but my brother wanted to ride, so this was their conversation.

Tour Guide: Anyone wants a ride? If everyone doesn't want, we'll cancel this one and move on to our next journey.
Brother: HUH. I want to ride...
(My family and I whispers: Oi.. You want to stand in the cold meh?)
Brother: Don't want.
(Just as the tour guide was deciding not to go, someone says, "Wo yao!". But we know that he was kidding. Haha.)

So, we went to have dinner and went to a night market (I forgot the name. :x). Haha, I bought a hair clip with leopard print on it for Best. My brother and I shared pop corns too. Haha, bought a very pretty shorts there @ NT360 I think. Haha. We soon went back to our hotel to rest. What a tiring yet great day! ^^ I'm beginning to love Taiwan on the 3rd day. Haha.

Day 4. (20 dec 2009)
Our day started off with us waking up, having breakfast and proceeding to the "85 building". Haha, breakfast in Taiwan was always funny. All because I would take all kinds of eggs they provide, be it hard boil eggs, scrambled eggs, sunny side up, etc etc. So, we went up all the way to the 85th level and it was fun because in the lift, you see all sorts of like "stars". You can also see the speed that the lift is moving at. When we reached up stairs, there were lots of pictures and things, so we took pictures with it. However, the scenery at the top of the building wasn't as great as I expected. The air was extremely polluted and I think we should be glad we're living in Singapore. The air isn't as polluted here. ^^ After that, we were on our way down in the lift and my cousin was suggesting that we take pictures of the "stars" in the lift. Haha, and the people in the lift joked, "let's take the lift up again then". So, we meet up at the Christmas tree there and proceeded to the Hakka village. I had real fun there! First, we were brought to try out the wulong tea I think. But I didn't. After that, we proceeded out to buy a candy floss which is so huge I could hug it like a pillow. My cousin and I took a picture with me hugging it! Lol, and the people there were looking at us. Lol. After that, we went out to try out the games. My aunty and uncles were like persuading me to play the hula hoop. Lol. So, I did. After that, we tried out a lot of traditional games that the olden people played. We saw people carrying the dragon and running around, and found it fun. So, my cousin, brother and I tried out, running around with the frigging heavy dragon. Haha. After that, we proceeded to Sun Moon lake. It's a lake which looks like a Sun and a Moon at both ends. Haha. Not much, but sight-seeing. After that, we went to Wen Wu temple. There was a guy who is dressed like the olden-days-woken-up-from-death-soldiers and earning a living from taking pictures with tourists. Haha, he was damn funny. My brother went to take a picture with him, then he started to high-five non-stop with my brother. Then, he think my brother's crazy, he put his hand on my brother's head and checked if he had fever. Lol. Next, we went to the Tai Chung Feng Jia Night Market. Bought quite a lot of things but couldn't remember what was it. Haha. We went to a wonderful place to have dinner. One of the best dinner in Taiwan. The place was done up very beautifully. Even the toilet! Haha, the whole place was practically made up of wood. Haha, like barbarians kind of place. After that, we went back to our oh-so-wonderful hotel. There's like the tatami, sauna, and a flat screen tv. What's better then that? Lol!

I'll continue again next time. Stay tune!

Bite hard,

Only Boyf and Best knows about this blog for now. I'll let Zenna, Rena and Ky know soon. With this, I doubt I need to private my blog already right (maybe later)? Because I'm so lazy to log in. I trust they won't give my links out. ^^ So, I won't expect any other tags from others. Hee. ^^

(Edited.)
I love reading. It buries your sorrows. You should try it. ^^

Moodless yet again,

Changed url again. I kinda love it. ^^ I'm moody again. After I start to think about school. Why? I was thinking of the loneliness I'm going to have without Best with me, how quiet I would had been like the first day of school during sec 1, how hard it was to make friends, the fear of a bad form teacher, a bad class, studies being more difficult to cope then ever before (because my mother hadn't let me drop my higher chinese yet, and I still had my pure physics.). Sighs.

Why is life like that. And I hadn't done my chinese homework yet. Wtf, school's reopening in 8 days. WHY MUST THERE BE A WORD "SCHOOL" IN THE FRIGGING DICTIONARY. -.-

Black,

I just want to say... I had fun disturbing Best ytd night. HAHAHAHA. ^^ Wanna know more about it, go view her bloggy kay. Me lazy to post.

I <3 yesterday, today, pink, boyf, best. ^^

(Edited.)
Don't criticize others when you yourself don't deserve any compliments.

Merryyy late christmas,

Best's at my house. ^^ We were supposed to celebrate christmas but I wonder if Best's enjoying it. ^^ So, I meet Kaiying at around 4pm and we waited at kfc for Best. I was on the phone with Boyf. ^^ We went up to my house. Haha, it's messy, I know. ^^ But I had already tried my best to packed it nicely. First, Best gave me a MJ t-shirt and I lub it to the max. I lub her mre. ^^ Tyvm, best! Hope you like the "hat" and the rest I'd given. ^^ We surfed the net, and caught up on each other's life. My brother had been admitted to the hospital, due to some reason. O_O. Rena couldn't make it last minute and Zen has got some problems. Ky couldn't stay over, so, it's me and Best again. HAHA. Lol.

Actually, wanted to go to orchard but decided not to because my mother set a limited time. -.- We went to anchorpoint to eat kfc. ^^ And walked walked walked. Arnd 8.40pm, sent Ky to the bus stop. Best and I walked back. Haha, we used com awhile thn went down again to buy snacks. Don't laugh, I know I'm pig. ^^ We planned to watch show but we understanded none of it. Wtf. Lol, maybe gonna catch Mr Bean later. HAHAHAHA.

P/S: My boyf's still in the toilet, shitting! LOL. ^^

A pink merry christmas.

What's wrong,

I waited one whole morning and till now, I haven't received your call.
You changed.

(Edited.)
YA, YOU FCUKING BIG SHIT OVER HERE. YOUR SON IS GOING TO BE ADMITTED TO THE HOSPITAL AND WHEN I ASK YOU, YOU STILL CAN SHOUT AND SAY YOU DON'T KNOW AND CARRY ON WITH YOUR FCUKING COMPUTER. GO ON. FCUKER. WHAT KIND OF FATHER IS THIS.

PinkPink,

I hate the fact that my room is so fcuking cramped up.

Dear Santa,
Send me to wonderland, full of happiness and pink. & make my loved ones happy all year round. I'll definitely try my best to be as good as gold.

I love pink,

I miss Taiwan very much. Not saying that I wouldn't miss Boyf and Best when I go there. I hope they migrate over with me. Well, Singapore is a place where all my sorrows begun. I think, it will never stop. Anyway, I shall post about Taiwan next day. You know, 7 days. I can write more than a 1000 word composition okay? So, definitely not today.

P/S: Merry Christmas, and a happy belated birthday to my dear Zenna. ^^
I miss you, Boyf.

Tears, not happy ones, was the first to greet me when I touched down. Why is Singapore, my homeland, like this?


I rode many rides in Leofoo village theme park in Taiwan. I felt so light so happy. This particular, I loved best. It goes all the way up, drops all the way down, and come up from the other side, a straight one. Then it drops and continued. It was terrific. At Taiwan, I tried the 360 degree roller coaster for the very first time. I loved it. Really great. I was scared at first. But after a few tries, nope. I'm not scared, becos when I open my eyes, I knew even if I were to drop down, death would hug me tightly.

Boyf, I guess this is the only form of communication. D: And I also have to leave this place soon. Well, I miss you alot alot alot you know. Now 9 plus, you shld be finished work already right? I can come to blog because my hotel today got free internet. But I cnnt use for long because my parents are here too. Anway, temperature here is damn cold, as I told you via Jia Min's msg. ^ ^ I wish I can hug you, you know? Rest well after your work this few days leh. Because I want to see a healthy you when I come back kay? I don't like it here because I can't be with you and Best. D: D: D: We went to a place today, and we had to climb a long flight of stairs. We took the bullet train today too! ^ ^

The tour bus drove through many mountains you knw. And it's freaking scary because of the height. Also, the road were pratically destroyed by typhoons last month and we had traffic jams. Roar! At night, we watched a dance performace and ate dinner at our hotel. Lunch was beef noodles. It was delicious, and I meant the noodles itself. Not the beef. Lol! ^ ^ We went walking arnd some place. I don't know where it is but it sells the stinky toufu. ZZZ. Really very very smelly you know. Haha, dinner sucked to the core. Because I don't eat most of the food there. (You knw what a fussy eater I'm yeah?) ^ ^ I miss you alot leh. 5 more days! How are you going these few days? Fine? Got miss me not? Me miss you leh. You got receive the msgs I sent you not?

Reply me in my blog hor. If I go somemre hotels and got internet, I would definitely come and see. Well, it's 9.24pm alr. Gtg. D: Goodnight and sweet dreams. I lub you foreva and only. Take care okay? I miss you very much. *Sobs*

I miss my boyf,

I'm really very very sad. Because I'm missing Boyf and Best so freaking much. Boyf you know, I cannot live without you. Same for Best. D:

Happy or sad,

Today, I can say it's my most unlucky day from the day I was born. First, I decided to met Best to go to Boyf's working place. (Which I haven't asked for permission from my parents till this morning.) I was freaking scared to ask permission from my father because my mother had already went to work by the time I woke up. So straight after breakfast, I decided that I shouldn't waste anymore time and just pluck up my courage to get the bloody words outta my mouth. So I'd gotten the permission and I went off to bathe.

After bathing, I watched tv and talked to Boyf awhile before heeding down to the bus-stop with my library books in hand, planning to return it on the way. When I reached the bus-stop and was about to board 147 to the library, my brother called me and told me he had a book at my aunty house, and asked me to go to my aunty house to get it and return it with my altogether. So, instead of boarding the bus, I went to the other bus-stop which was worlds apart. While walking, I say the stupid 195 left. I was freaking angry. So, I tried to be patient, and wait for the next 195. I was rushing like hell because I was supposed to meet Best at 12.30 but when the 195 came, it was already 12.15. When I reached depot, I immediately ran up to my aunty house, taking the library books and left. I was about to walk to the bus-stop when I realised I didn't have enough coins to board the bus.

So, I went up again to my aunty house to take a few coins for the bus fare. When I went down once again, I was walking, quite relived that I still had enough time. Suddenly, some bloody bird shitted on my bloody shirt. Not only that, I realised although I had the coins with me, I left my library books on the table. -.- I went up to take it, changed, and ran to the bus-stop, boarding 57 soon. I ran to the library, dropped everything. Straight away, I ran back to the interchange and board 5 which arrived when I reached the interchange. In the end, instead of meeting Best at 12.30, we ended meeting up at 1.00.

So, we took the train to raffles. ^^ Guess what? Two best friends got lost in raffles, confused with OUB building, UOB building and OBD building. God damn. Lol. But after walking round and round, we found sakae sushi! ^^ I was so happy when I saw Boyf. ^^ He sneaked out for a moment and brought us to somewhere to get our lunch before he proceeded back to work. We ate at a place called Qian Li Xiang. I ate char kway teow, Best ate Chai tao kuay. ^^ The people working there actually thought we were going there for an interview. Lol. After that, me and Best went to a lake side/pool/drain/river (I don't know. :x) to take pictures until it started raining then we ran back to Boyf's workplace. Bought donut for Boyf as well as ourselves. I also bought a watch for Boyf. ^^

We waited for Boyf's break, before we went to a shopping centre to walk around. We saw lots of things too. I bought a wallet for Best as her christmas present and Boyf bought the same wallet for me as a christmas present. (Both wallets were paid by rich Boyf, and I'll pay him $30 next day as I don't have money just now.) After buying, Boyf brought us on a long walk to the bus-stop. We skipped one 196 because I cannot bear to leave Boyf. But to me, in a split second, the next bus came. D: I hugged him very very very tightly. ^^ I miss him terribly now. On the bus, Best and I checked our wallets. My was perfectly fine. But, Best's one couldn't open at the start. HAHA. She was panicking like crazy! ^^ Best alighted after we hugged each other! ^^ I went home sweet home then.

Sorry for the long post. ^^

P/S: I managed to surprised Boyf! ^^ I'm so missing him and Best now. D: Sad.

Numb me,

I've got a surprise for someone special today. Tomorrow is the day, and I'm so not looking forward. I think I said the reason why in the previous post. Yeah. Anyway, my eyes are bloodshot, I don't know why. Maybe because yesterday I watch tv watch too long already, then my eyes become very red. So, today, it's damn damn reddy. Haha, I finished my book (Abandoned) already. ^^ I'm so tired. Because I slept at around 1am. Maybe to some people, it's very early. But to me, obviously it's not. ^^

I'm talking to Boyf on the phone now before he starts his work. ^^

Kay, bye.

Verge of breaking down,

Hi, I'm leaving for Taiwan in 2 days time. Tell me. Should I be sad or happy. I'd been feeling low every single day. Very very low. I had been hiding my feelings, and would continue to do so. Because it just benefits my relationship, friendship and kinship. I don't want to go to Taiwan because I would definitely miss boyf. Imagine 7 days without contacting. Sighs. I've no idea how I feel. Neither do I have any words to describe it. I felt even worse when I'm all alone. Just having me, myself and I to talk to. I juts want to cry. Cry, like a helpless child. Ya' know?

No one knows. No one knows how hard it's to supress all the feeling. How much I long to cry. How helpless am I but. No, I needed to be strong for everyone to see. Nightmares, who loves it? I feel so numb all over. I wanna dig a hole and hide inside till death knocks on the door.

(I realised that, the more I posted on my blog, the more I cry. Why?)
(Because, I know I'm letting things out.)

MJ, save me, will you?

Heartfelt,

Happy 17th monthsary Boyf! ♥
Once again. ^^ I'm happy of course.
We'll never be apart. I lub you, one person forever. ^^

The thought of me not being able to contact Boyf & Best for one whole week makes feel negatively towards the trip to Taiwan. D:

Postive or Negative,

I had a day out with Best. I'm happy becos I've not seen her for so long. ^^ (Post another day.)

What am I living for really? I really want to be a small small small kid. No worries, no nothing. The hardest part of life: learning not to cry, not even allowed to express the pain of it. Pretending to feel nothing. Who can understand it?

Light up my face with gladness,

Almost everytime I'm alone, I think about that. Just like now. I've been smsing Boyf & Best, to try to stop thinking. Could I? I wished I could. But. You know, I just can't. I know you may find what I'm typing crappy. Don't read it.

Everytime I close my eyes, I picture that moment again. It's haunting me.

Best, don't worry. I'm fine. ^^

I want to stop my life right now,

I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad.

I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life. I hate life.

I didn't copy and paste. I just, want to have a place to let things out. Becos no one else is there to listen to craps. And, I don't even think I have the face to tell anyone.

I want to die.

Bye.

Opposition,

Everything is opposing me. Great.

Who knows I'm thinking of? No one. Not even me, myself and I.

Perturbed,

I met boyf yesterday, and I'm happy.

I felt so weak yesterday. Couldn't even open my eyes. Least, move a finger.

I don't wish to wake up in the middle of the night because of nightmares, and cry my heart out all over again.

No one cares,

I'm living in a world, where no one seems to care. I cried, I really did. "Why me?", I asked myself thousands of times. Yet, no one tells me the answer. Becos, no one bothers.
Hi, Bye.
I just got to realised how lonely living on Earth was. If I had a choice, I'd pray God. Take away my lowly life. If living in Earth was that kind of a pain, I would rather live in hell. It makes no difference. Does it?

Sour,

Went out with Jelynn yesterday at 4pm (It was a last minute decision) even though I was feeling nauseous. She wanted to paint her nails and dragged me along. We headed down to bugis and she didn't even want to tell me where we were going at first. Lol. When we reached, we went to look around. Saw many pretty shoes. T_T, envy. My cousin bought a heels at $9.90 and it was freaking nice. Cool or cool. -.- She got a leopard top matched with a long sleeve slip over at $15 (?). I bought a shoes (blue) to be worn to taiwan at $10, I was a happy girl.

Proceeded to doing nails. I didn't want it. My cousin forced me and now my fingers look like some kind of ghost (becos my cousin recommended GREEN and I said ANYTHING. OMG.) I don't like it, becaue I'm so rough. I kept touching it, and I think I wasted my money. Haha.We headed to OG to buy a christmas present for Jeyvier (the baby). Haha, we split the cost half half. Got ourselves some ice cream before proceeding home.

In the bus, I almost vomitted. My face was pale like sheet (like what my cousin described). Tsk, lucky never faint. :D Hmm, went home, had dinner and talked to boyf. Haha. Today, stayed at home. Yup, that's about it.

Bye.

I miss my Best v v v v v v v v v v v v v v much. T_T
Gonna meet Boyf this thursday if my mother allow. :D
I hate life, I really do.

Morose,

Hello, both my Boyf and Best are working. No one to sms. Sadded. D:

Bye. (Still sick. D;) Who had ever had something stuck within you and you couldn't tell anyone about it?

Worrying,

Hi, about Thursday. :D Went down to the bus-stop to pick Best up. We started off with reading our books, then off to using the computer. Haha, there, Best took a very very very long ~~~ time to post. (HAHAHAHA.) After that, we went down to have lunch. Best had porridge due to ______ & I had char kway teow (Or however you spell it. Haha.) Best had difficulty eating. Scary seeing her suffer ... After eating, went to purchase fries from the fast food stall. Waited for a moment, before returning home.

Went down once again but this time was to look at clothes. However, none caught our eyes. Best had a try on the "catch catch" machine. She was quite confident but, because there was time limit and she didn't realised, we failed. D: So, we had a slow walk up our home. Read book and chatted. We also went down to the child care to pick Kennzo and his sister up to play with them. Haha, Kennzo's sister was very cute. Just a few chats and "secret telling", Best became her best friend! Arg, how dare she steal my Best Best. (Hahahaha.)

Dinner, we had hor fun. Haha, same as usual, a long time, but it was fun. :D Best and I caught the nine o'clock drama together. :D After that, we went into the room and read our books. Best went to bathe, and we head to bed soon.

(Continue with this post next day. Cos I'm tired. D:)

(Monday, 7 December, 2009)
Sorry for not posting yesterday. Was down with a fever. Well, I'm still having it now. 38.8 degrees. Continued with the next day of the stay over. I woke up quite early but went back to sleep. We officially woke up at 10, because Best and I were lazing in bed. Haha. Best woke up with a bad pain in her tongue, not allowing her to talk very smoothly. I washed up and prepared breakfast. However, poor Best couldn't even swallow ham. D: So, she only drank milo for breakfast. Best went to bathe soon after. I helped her in removing her barbell successfully. Luckily she didn't cried. ^ ^ I went home, and get ready to meet boyf. Haha. That's all.

What if ...

Cruelty,

Hi, I had a great time with MinB the past two days. (I'll post about this later on.)
On Friday, meet Boyf too. :D (Post later too.)

Just want to talk about cruelty today.
Yesterday, I ate black pepper crab. But. It wasn't a great feast nor meal.
Reason being, I was guilty. Before, the piece of meat even entered my mouth, I saw the crab. ALIVE. It was alive, pending for its death, to be clearer. While eating it, I felt like a murderer. Because, I just took an innocent life away. Wtf.

But, what can I do? I hate vegetables. D: Sighs.

HI. I'M NOT CASSANDRA (DING DONG). CASSANDRA IS MY MUAAAA MAAAAH. HAHAH. AND SHE'S A RETARD.

Six four,

Boo? :D I'm waiting for Best! Haha, I think she's waiting for bus now. She went to eat breakfast before coming here. Hee, excited... Boyf's going to work in 20 minutes. Miss him. D:

Bye~

(Edited)
Gonna go to the bus-stop to fetch Best now. :D See ya~

Set me thinking once again,

Haha, I'm here to post again. :x

After reading Best's tag about fathers in the world, I was reminded about MJ again. Aw. The greatest man, father, friend, idol to others (me included), icon, family ever lived. & again, the true humanitarian.

Tsk, sorry for my craziness. Bear with it! :x

Ps: On page 67 now. :D

(Edited.)
"Lies run sprints, but the truth runs marathons." - MJ.
It's very very true.

"It pains me to watch the human suffering taking place in the Gulf region of my country."
One word, kind-hearted.

Bye. & I really hate you, to the core. (Although I know I shouldn't do that.)

Things not meant to be told,

Hi, monkeys, donkeys and turkeys. :D

I had a really great day out with Best, Ky and Faye yesterday at Anchorage. I wanted to talk about in yesterday but was too lazy to even post. But the main things are, Best and I broke our record, 3.09 km. We ran for 30minutes. :D Planning to exchange my book with Best once we finished reading. Hee. She's halfway through hers already. Fast huh?

Going to rot at home today. Ps, I'd been going to toilet for a lot of times already. Looks like diarrhoea is approaching. D;

Great moments are meant to be remembered.
Not talked or gossiped about.

One of my many thoughts,

Dear me,

Hi, I'm going to my house w/ Best, Ky & Faye to swim/gym ltr on. (Looking forward. I miss my Best.) Well, I woke up today and my flu was gone. Yay! But as I drank my milo, I realised that I was about to have some sore throat. ._. Haha, stupid.

Ignore this.
Yes, I shld jolly well stop all my f-ing nonsense. Hating, jealousy. (For what?) Everybody had their own lifes. I shouldn't keep poking my nose into other's ones. Even if they don't find me irritating, I find myself very very idiotic. Yeah, that's all I'm going to say.

Continue with this. :D
Haha. I've just woken Best and Ky up. Felt so guilty for waking someone up from her sleep. :x
I find it kinda rude to wake someone up. Just like I wouldn't want someone to wake me up. Because, I never wanted to wake up and face this terrible world once again.

Byebye.